" okay so the real thing is. i made a BIG mistake ever "

it makes me feel so really seriously bad. i regret it so much. but. everybody makes mistake. but maybe theirs are not as seriously awful as mine. maybe. but bende dah jadi. nothing can change the past but i can change my future. we can change our future. nak menyesal bende dah jadi lama lama pun tak guna. so , kita kene move on. the most important part is that , kene dekatkan diri dengan Allah. we have to think wisely , apabila dah buat salah , kita kene mintak maaf kepada orang yang tertentu , kita kene kembali ke pangkal jalan dan try as hard as we can untuk mencari keberkatan hidup dan keredhaan Allah. setiap apa yg kita buat ,walaupun org lain tak nampak , tapi Dia nampak. Ada yang catat segala perlakuan kita. the best thing we can do is move on and try to be a better person. tinggalkan apa yg tak elok. buang yg keruh semua. 

Allah maha pengampun. 

kepada semua insan di luar sana yg mengenali saya , i hereby personally asking for your forgiveness if i ever hurt you guys secara intentionally ataupun tak , sengaja atau tak.